Prompt: https://siobhanmuir.com/thursthreads-tying-tales-together-week-534
Lucy pried the lid from her coffee and blew on the hot liquid underneath. The rising steam swirled, vanishing as it cooled. She watched the steam for a moment and then turned her reddened eyes to me.
“You’re going to back out now?”
I couldn’t hold her gaze, choosing instead to focus on my hands wrapped around my own cup. “I’m not backing out. Not exactly.”
“Not exactly.” Since we were in public, Lucy modulated her anger, but to anyone who knew her well, there was surgical steel in her voice. “What exactly would you call it?”
“I don’t have a choice.”
“Of course you have a goddamned choice!” Heads turned toward her now, toward me. I pretended I didn’t notice.
But I did. I noticed everything. I had to. It was why I was here.
“You know I don’t. Not really.”
“I don’t care.” Her voice dopped to a whisper. “I want you here.”
I reached for her hand, and thankfully she took it. I craved every one of the last seconds I’d get of her touch. “I know.”
Lucy closed her eyes and took a ragged breath. When she opened them again, there was a different look than I’d expected. “Then I’m coming with you.”
“You-you can’t!”
“I can. You’re going because they need you. Tell me they couldn’t use me, too.”
“I…but Lucy, you’d never be here again. Never see your family. Never…anything.”
“They’re the past now. You – and where we’re going – is the future. Our future.”